I never thought I could despise for a person so much for so long, probably forever. So this is what utter incompatibility feels like. Nothing even prompted this but looking at your face. These are the times when I hold my friends close to block it out and say, there is good in the world. Definitely.
Sheryl is deep (via ithinkyoumeanawesome)
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Sees a trap. Falls into it anyway.
Why? Because of reasons, that’s why.
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Grades became dangerous
Life is so unpredictable
Sleep schedule not fixed
Visiting Princeton
Pokecomics are the new awesome things.
I really should be sleeping so I can be ready to study for my computer science test later today. But the thought of moving to Irvine is making me more upset than I have been in years.
I really like Arcadia. When I close my eyes, I can easily see the park, the mall, and the school. Not to mention my countless friends’ houses situated so cozy in a familiar town. The thought of moving away from that leaves me with a sense of anxiety. It’s not that I will never see my friends again. That will definitely not change. It’s the thought of walking outside, and having no feeling of belonging. That’s dreadful. I’d feel cutoff, missing.
I know eventually I’ll feel better about Irvine, and will grow to see it as a home again. But that doesn’t make me feel any better because the growing pains will still be as bad. I wonder what kind of friends I’ll make.
To me, this is not a new chapter in my life, but rather some important plot changes. HMMM MANY THOUGHTS.
On the bright side, I will have my baby sisters to keep me constant company again. :)
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